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here we go

with the flow of my mind

but who fucking knows

cuz my thoughts are insane to find

rewind?

if only i could

id go back to when you were around,

my childhood..

life is so shitty

filled with self pitty

i mean, i only want one thing..

i want you with me.

but lets be realistic

you’re long fucking gone

past the clouds and the sky

what did i do wrong?

is it karma?

for being a shitty daughter?

well ever since u left us

my “dad” is not my “father”

i was forced to grow up

and it worked in most cases

but im still fucking young

and i get lost in many places

i have no one to guide me

im all on my own

my “dad” told me to get over it

well im stuck like stone.

just fucking come back for a day

please come home,

i miss you so much,

i hate being alone.

i love you so much mom

no words can explain

without you here

i feel this emptiness and pain

i feel insane

born with no brain

i even forget my name

cuz im filled with so much shame..

(I litterally just wrote the first things that came to mind, so its not that great, but im just expressing myself)